~~~sad~~~

pernahkah kau bicara....
tapi xdidengar....
xdianggap.....sama sekali.....

pernahkah kau xsalah....
tapi dsalahkan.....
xdberi....ksempatan....

ku hidup dengan siapa???
ku xtahu kau siapa....
kau kekasihku tapi orang lain bagi ku.....

kau dengan dirimu saja....
kau dengan duniamu saja....
teruskanlah...teruskanlah....
kau begitu....

kau xbutuh diriku.....
aku patung bagimu....
cinta bukan kbutuhanmu........

~~hari ini dalam sejarah~~

huhu.....
just finish buat senam seni ngan zeti.....
enjoyable lew.....
walopon sedar diri da ber+++++ chubby tp masih x control makan.....
soooo...tgh2 malam pon redah je wat senam seni.....
hihi.....

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its quite few days aku x updated kan blog ni....
pagi ni....crew oT yg praktikal pdk selayang ade gotong royong....
so....pagi2 buta da terpacak kat sane.....
huhu....baru nak relax weekend camni....
xdapat lak.....
tp.....quite fun jugak gotong royong tuh.....
hihihi.....me n zeti incharge bahagian dalam....
1 rumah kiteorg sapu....not to forget...ecah mehat pon....
ainun, ain musa n dak2 masterskill kat laman.....
after siap kat dalam weolzz settlekan kat kuar pulak....


hurm.......dis noon.....
my boyF akhirnye kuar jugak dari hutan.....
sgt2 happy bila he text me.....
kebetulan time 2 baru abes gotong royong....
soooo....ku rase sgt hepi.....
MISS HIM DEM MUCH....
it's been almost 1 week we're not texting each other...
balik jep ostel kiteorg terus menuju ke cafe....ainun, ain n ecah mau tapau lunch.....after that balik bilik terus g mandi.....huhu...
agak lame juge ku menetap dalam shower tuh...scrubbing my body n shampooing my hair....
nak ilangkan all the dirts yg melekat tuh....
pastu pegi basuh baju.....time basuh baju tuh my dearie adik shah msg ajak g cafe....
after sidai baju me turun ke cafe n menemankan shah makan...
balik je dari cafe aku tido xsedarkan diri until miss zeti text me....hihi.....

so now here i am.....
updating my blog n facebook....
daa
*wink wink*

A.L.O.N.E

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

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~~~nite nite....sLeep tite~~~

i'm alone now....zeti dah pon tido.....tadi kiteorg malayan citer adnan sempit smbil makan mcFlurry......ilang aku punye mengidam nak makan eskremmm...~~~~~ok.....it's almost 12 midnite now......it's time 4 me to climb my bed and take a nicest sleep...hahaha.......out~~~~

mangape aku??????

~~aku baru jep naik bilik....tadi aku g cafe beli mknn sebab kawan aku dan juge lover aku suh makan...so....dengan berat kakinye aku mlangkah la ke cafe dengan cuaca yg panas terik ni....

nak dijadikan cite....jiran sebelah bilik aku ni budak nursing....once we were bestfriend during orientation week...past 3 years....mase mula2 masuk kolej ni....kiteorg 1 group time orientasi.....wherever we go pasti berdua....

but this relationship tak berpanjangan....disebabkan faktor kami berlainan course so she go her own way and i go on my own...doesn't mean kiteorg putus kawan....cume masing2 busy dengan life as trainee kat sini....but kalo berselisih kat tgh jln kiteorg still saying hi to each other....

so.....this final sem ditakdirkan kami berjiran....even berjiran still jrg jumpe....die nursing....praktikal xkire siang malam....aku lak praktikal nun jauh di seremban last month....dis month aku praktikal kat selayang...so aku stay kat ostel jep....n die pon kerap lalu lalang depan bilik aku sebab nak gi basuh baju (4 ur info washing room dkt ngan bilik aku)....so....kiteorg pon kerap la bersembang....

1 thing bout her....she love to call me makcik and so do i....calling her makcik all the time....we have a nice conversation during basuh baju past few nights....telling bout our boy.....hihi....

and the finale is.......td....mase aku nak turun beli makanan....die ngah basuh baju....n die panggil aku.....

she : makcik..ko nak g cafe ke???
me: haah...nape???
she : nak kirim leh????
me: oke....ko nak makan ape???
she : emm...nasik,ayam peha,kuah kari o kuah pedas pastu sayur ek...tp aku xnak togeh...aku nak air sirap....
me: oke....

aku pon g la beli mknn....bile aku balik die xabes lg basuh baju....so die kate nanti die datang bilik aku bawak duit skali....aku pon dok la relax dalam bilik....then few minutes after she knocks my door....
1st sentence yg kluar dr mulut die.....is....

she : eh makcik...aku asek panggil ko makcik ape ek name betul ko????
me: ??????

klako pon ade.....name pakwe aku die igt...name aku lak die buleh lupe.......aiiii cik nurul...cik nurul.....

~~~my lOve of the life~~~

hurm....miss him sooooooo much.....
its been 3 or 4 months ngak ketemu....
hihi....
everyday we keep on texting each other....
itu jep yg mampu dibuat tuk mase ni......
next week die masuk utan again....
'for the whole week.....
no text from him....no call from him....
hurm......
quite lonely.....
tp kena la faham keje die gak kan......


p/s : nak die tau yg saye sgt syg die =)

haaaaa...... ari ni aku pampered kan diri aku puas2.... haha... scrubbing, masking, massaging... it makes me feels better than past 2 days.... rase down yg tersangat2....rase sedih....rase geram...rase marah.... mix sumenye.....dah xtau ape name prasaan tuh.... tp....when i woke up this morning i feel much more better...
maybe cause i dengar suare my beloved heart-throb kot....
hihi.....

tp kesengalan yg xleh diterima dek akal pagi ni is......
bila aku nak buat breakfast aku pagi ni.....
as usual....i'm having nestum for my breakfast.....
and guess what.....
aku tuang air sejuk dalam cawan tuh....
hahaha....